I felt VERY nervous to perform for ytd's youth day concert!
I was a little excited too.

So far...i think i did well even though i did make mistakes which were obvious.
Too bad, I didn't manage to capture all the memories.
Khairil did well too, especially in explaining one line which i have totally forgotten during the lowersec assembly.
Thanks Goodness.

My hair got entangled with my rubber band after the lowersec assembly.
I wanted to take it out and comb my hair but it turned out to be a bad hair time.
Part of my hair has been torn.
Of course, only a little bit of it.
Funny.

I felt embarassed while walking out.
We were erm...couplish...0_0
Well, let's be open and say that we appeared to be friends.
Okay nevermind.

The script was changd AGAIN after lowersec.
The teachers had to perform later, after the SYF because they needed more time.
So, i missed the whole day of lessons.

Before the show, I changed my hairstyle [era told me too].
Well, since hers was nice, I decided to obey her xD

Singers were:
Era
-YOU HAVE DONE AN AWESOME JOB!
Serene
-erm, it was okay. The judges were right.
Regin
-same as serene
Khadijah
-don't be nervous and LOL AT YOUR LAST PART.
Shawn
-You need more practice and do sing PUSSY DOLLS [LOL]
Iswandi
-not bad. very confident.
Adzmi
-great to know that u can sing and play guitar at the same time!

SYF dance rocked.
Teachers' performance was great. Kinda cute too. =]

I would like to host again.
It has been like a dream come true!
I guess dreams do come true only when god thinks it is the right time.

Well, I guess school wasn't so bad after all.
I felt homesick, by the way.
Used to stay at home for a pretty long time [minus my journey to sch for CCA].
Homework, quite a lot.

Yes, Grace.G, I was very cynicalxD
But, when it comes to speaking the truth, I can't tolerate nuisance.

Anyway, right now, I feel quite confident about myself because I think that I can finally cope with my studies.
However, I am not so sure as I will have to look out for my weekends and see how things go.

I'm finally fifteen which means more responsibilities and stuff.
I do think I am ALL THAT just because I am a 15 yr old.
For your information, as we get older, we get more stressful.
Be prepared with stress-relief balls(:

Not much to talk about but there is one statement that I would like to give:

Never care what others say about you because one day,

we just may be ahead of those who has criticised us.

Move on and don't look back.

Face The Front

Almost everyone is exasperated with 'get back to school' time.
More work & crap.

First day of Term 3,
a BIG lecture will be given during assembly.
Be prepared with a storybook/magazine, mates because here it comes,
the TALKING BOMB.

I really wish I have a HUGE cork to shut that GAP and get back to work. It is whole lot better than sitting down, listening to the racket.
I would call that racket, yes racket even it consists of one person only.

Then, in class....boastful and arrogant people just because they have aced their subjects.
C'mon, be logical.
I mean, its 1&1/2 more YEARS to O levels and you think you are ALL THAT?
Crap....really crap.
You may be the last one to know that somene else has taken that position of yours, stupid.
If you think you are so smart, then the situation is very ironic because smart people have common sense.
It is absolutely sad to find someone who is SO SMART lacks common sense.
You cannot distingush between them and barbarians putting on a mask.

Well, FAKE TEEN LOVE is another stupid problem.
Why are people so sad just because they do not have a sex partner or should I say a soulmate in Secondary School?
Please, you are not going to get married, alright?
Get a life.
It doesn't make you look pretty or handsome just because you have a soulmate.
You are just wasting time.
You will be at first, getting together and the next minute, you break up.
It is obvious that you have wasted your time.

Unless you are craving for others and so that makes you a sl*t/b*st*rd.
Get a life.

If you really NEED A SOULMATE, get your books, alright?
I think they will NEVER break up with you and you can have the longest relationship with books.

By the way, I do not care if I am ugly or not because I came to school to study.
Not to do side business, if you know what I mean.
Leave others alone and don't spoil their future.
Look into your OWN mirror and get a self-check test BEFORE you judge others because you may not know that the person whom you may ostracize has a better quality than you which is hidden inside.

I have made my statement.

I didn't have a good start.
The bus battery was flat, therefore I had to wait for fifteen minutes or less to get them changed.
Boarded at about 12:15pm.
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Reached KL at about 7 pm.
Went to puduraya hotel to rest.
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The following day,
went to Genting Bus Station.
There wasn't a good start either.
While queueing up to ride on the cable car, I saw telugus embarassing themselves and their race ,which is indian, by 'cheering': G-O-GO! plenty of times. I felt proud of them for being so hyper. -.-
Mom, scolded a telugu man for being rude in the cable car on the way to highlands.
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Reached the highlands
Got our hotel room after 3 hours.
Not a good start either.
We didn't know 'no view room' means a view of the opposite room.
Therefore, changed and shifted to a new room which was spacious.
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Then:

indoor theme park
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outdoor theme park [infested with north indians who are so arrogant, thinking that they are the kings and queens, the shahrukhans and the aishwarya rais and that they are most rich people who do not respect their own tradition and suck up to the westerns and getting obssesive to the style of eating fast food and not briyani or whatsoever. Besides, rich people go to london and USA, not malaysia. So they are quite the middle class people. No common sense and decency. Crap.]
Rained,
couldnt have much fun.
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decided to go to relatives houses, the next day.
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1st june: BAD DAY
-too personal

and so decided to leave malaysia the next day at 10:30 pm

*I APPRECIATE SPORE FOR HAVING A LOW RATE OF CRIME.